libertine

can i ask you a dumb question?
do you be leaded by a kind of art, like a film?
watching some movies can inspire my act.

like a few weeks ago, i went to lido theatre in siam square.
i watched a film staring jonny depp, "Libertine".
he stared a british play writer.
he wrote a play and also taught an actress.
there some great words from him to his actress (also became his mistress, 3rd true lover)

he told her that "now people may laugh at you.
there are only 2 kinds of people among them.
first is stupid people, in 5 years from now they will understand you and adore you.
second is envy people, they will hate you always and never understand who you are."

so that makes sense to me.
when you do something and people start to criticize you, you should be confident.
it's very true that not everyone can understand you at first.
even though you do the right thing and good thing, they still complain.
why? because they are stupid. or they envy you.

so do not afraid of being proud to yourself.... remember!!!
stop whispering ... start shouting (radiohead - song "whispering")
that helps me because i always think that to be yourself is not so easy
but someone else is much easier.